Private
This holiday has been so... weird? Eventful? I don't know. Thank Merlin for Jamie. It's made being at home much better. I mean, not that that's why I did... things, but it's an added bonus. We still haven't... but all the other stuff has been... well, great.
I really like making him smile. I should have expected that, really. I mean, I'm a Hufflepuff, I like making people happy, but there's happy and... happy. And - oh Helga I can't even write things behind a private ward. You are so repressed, Lucy. I feel like I'd like to talk to someone, but I don't know who I could. Not Abigail, clearly. And I don't know if Allegra would judge. And Amrita I don't really talk to about boys. And my dorm-mates... oh, I don't know. I don't even like to bother Parvati. I could try Su, I suppose. I think she and Declan may have... done some things. We're just not that close, though. I don't know.
I think maybe if we're going to... then we should... before we have to go back to school and it gets harder to be alone. I don't know, though. Isn't it supposed to hurt? I don't want it to hurt. Is there a way to make it hurt less? Maybe there's a book or something in the library.
Jamie
Do you want to come round again? There's not much time left now that we can be alone.